Hari's Blog

Utter boring to study.

This time i feel like I’m more sluggish to study. All because of my computer and stupid subjects which are of no use in my later life. Now i feel that its better to have PQT or discreet maths , atleast where we get some interest and liveliness while studying. I’m going insane reading this ridiculous theory papers. Always this Anna university had made me to feel and talk like a mad. While thinking about to study , I cant able to continue with it and i stop thinking and now i prefer to blog. At least for some time i can be relaxed.

Having no time to study and I’m blogging. I have deteriorate. I decide to read by 7 and i don’t keep it in my mind and i forget. When the time crosses 7 , I’ll be waiting for 8 to come to start and again i forget and this continues till i sleep. I’m praying to just pass my last hurdle. I’m just thinking whether I’m like this or all. Because i never see people online or blogging like normal days.

Exams are strange.

Hardly 1 week remaining for the exams which i was not waiting for. This is so strange. When exams are near , i feel like i’m in hell and when i prepare i feel the pressure. When  the day of exam comes i die mentally.  After the exams are over i cry in my mind. I’m sick of this Anna university correction. If i do well i get 36(discreet maths), if i think i’ll fail i’ll get 68(c#). So what can i do if i write exams moderately.

If i tell my friends i didn’t do my exams well, they start kidding and nag me, as if i get 80% all the time like some of the girls in my class. Even i do not study the full syllabus and when i tell to my friends they don’t believe as if they pretend they studied less than me. To their escape they start blaming others. I mean every enggineering student does this.

After my exams are over i feel bad that missing a Hari who feels the pressure at the neck. I’m thinking whether to enjoy studying or just do for name sake for which im doing all these years. I haven’t bought my book yet and i feel lazy to go out since i got internet connection. I’m just post ponding things which now i feel not correct. As i dn’t have any time in between exams, i think i’ll start atleast by next Monday. Reading too much of syllabus is good for nothing and i decided to study selectively as i do usually.

I don’t fear of failing because i have the confidence which tells me you can do it even if it is last 2 days. I hope even all of you fell the same. Hope we all get good marks in this last semester of our UG life. Good luck for all who read this, wish me the same.

My first visit to chepak stadium.

It was high time i entered the stadium where lot of people where screaming when sehwag walked into the middle. All were expecting a lot out him today but unfortunately he didn’t able to beat legend Lara’s record. Even the last time he reached 300 he couldn’t get past high score. Chances like this comes very rarely and he could have played more sensibly and with the passion which he had yesterday. It was boring through out once Sachin went
out without scoring and even Dada was not able make a big mark. Rahul the wall, It was really a testing time for him today and he is now the 3rd Indian and only 6th batsmen in test cricket to go past 10000 runs and also second fastest to reach this score. He managed to rise his bat for second time in a day when he scored his 25th test century. Nice batting but he got his ton facing 291 balls conceding 231 dot balls. I was waiting for camera man to shoot me but damn, he finds pretty gals everywhere and shoot them. I can’t understand why they are interested to show only gals and not guys on screen. I was keeping on thinking why they do this. It was always a pleasure for me to watch Sachin and Dada on the field. I couldn’t take eyes out of them as they were fielding near the boundary line and i had a clear view of them. I’m a great fan of Dada. I’m happy that i saw him today. I don’t know still how many matches these 3 legends( Sachin, Sourav, Rahul) will continue playing international cricket and thanks to IPL to bring back them as an icon players and they will continue entertaining us. Meanwhile i wonder how BCCI scheduled a match in M.A chidambaram stadium. It sucks. No proper building, painting, big screen, and what the hell. Have you guys noticed during tea time? Container which carried drinks(cocacola), players never touched the drinks which was brought by the groundsmen. Why they need people to pull that useless carrier for drinks? Just waste of time and vetti scene. Meanwhile the food in stadium. I cant explain how it was, AIHT mess was 1000 times better than that and it was too costlier too. Not worth of going there, only compliment is watching world class cricketers and enjoy the day. I don’t think i’l go and watch 5th day as the matching is moving towards a draw. I’ve my final model exams from on monday and have to prepare for it sincerely with no books.

Higher studies or job?

As soon as we finish our studies, we will be very eager to get a job and enter into the professional life. There is nothing wrong in that. But if we don’t get into the job we love to do, then there will not be involvement in the job in the long run and we can’t really enjoy working. In the beginning, with the joy of getting the first job, everything seems to be wonderful but slowly you will feel the importance of studies. Like what i feel now. Decision making is so tough when you have a job in hand and have a mood of doing higher studies. Yes im really confused. I dont want to work alone without few of my friends. I see lot of my friends writing entrance exams for MS and MBA and i’m inspired a lot by them. Ofcourse i have to spend lot of money again which im not sure if my dad can offer , but he is keep on forcing me to do higher studies. I also i’ve to wait for another 2 years to start earning if i do higher studies. Am i going two years behind others or going to earn more than them after two years? [Spending more money + two years time + earn more from there or start earning(little) + gain experience in two years + grow up salary] which is better? Again confusion occurs whether i will get a job after my higher studies, cuz i’ve struggled a lot to get placed in my campus interview, really a lot. I’m thinking whether luck will favor me again. I think practical knowledge(experience) is much worth than reading theoreticaly. But i dont know how many will accept this. Once you know what exactly do you want, then your goals are half achieved. If we dont take right decision at this time we may lose opportunities at the begining. “Do only what you want to do”. Now im thinking what to do. I just want to know what other people have decided.

Insecure me.

I have lost all my confidence in me about project and exams. Me and my friend Bharath started to search for a project so early right from the day we started 7th semester. We didn’t have ability to do one of our own so we decided to seek project center. We were looking for really good concept and went many project centers. I think in every project center we spent more than 2 hours for discussion. After a lot of confusion we decided to join TSYS project center. It was too late, still i was interested in IRIS RECOGNITION we thought of doing it. Unfortunately we dropped it for no reason. Again after lot of confusion we chose a project and by the time we went to register in project center, my class mate already registered it. We had no choice other than selecting another project and chose something else. Oh shit. Again just 5 minutes before Marc has registered that project. No choice now than choosing some other project because every time I went to HOD, she always showed disinterest in my project and rejected, Because I didn’t bring the right concept(I believe this must be the reason). Finally we chose a project “extracting text from the image and converting it to voice”. Those money making bastards in project center did in VB (visual basic). Only 1 module and only 1 form used in that project. When I zipped the whole project it came to 5Kb.WTF? I was shocked. At least I would’ve been happy if I got the right output and proper documentation, both sucks. We paid 12000Rs. When I asked for another project, they asked us to pay extra 2500Rs. I preferred not to pay, fight, and show repugnant and simply walked out. Now they are not ready to pay back the money, not to give desired output, proper documentation, at least another completed project (whatever). Now I have no project, no more money, and no support from college. At least I managed to get a project which my friend in SVIT doing. Sadly, I’m not getting output for that project too. Today I had to submit my final documentation but still I haven’t decided a project. 2 more days for model review. 2 weeks for final review. I’m fed up. Everything fails in my way. If I don’t do my project well surely it’ll have some effect on my exams too. Only my friends helping me out here. Thinking what to do. 

My mobile was seized in college

my mobile was caught last Saturday by officer Thomas in our college. No escape. Tried a lot to get back the mobile and got it too and had a long altercation but unfortunately principal came on the way and he got it from me. Motorokr Z6 it was my favorite mobile i had so far. I loved my mobile more than anything. I don’t what they are going to gain in keeping the mobile in their shelfs without use to anybody. Stupid rules. Why cant they allow final years to have mobile inside campus? Its highly obnoxious.. I don’t think that using mobile inside college a crime. College has done nothing to us except giving mental torture and troublesome rules. At last they telling that il get the mobile only after the semester exams. Still how many months I’ve to wait until i finish my semester. I might lose interest once for all in mobiles because i love my mobile a lot.  Where are others hiding their mobiles???? Be safe with your mobile inside campus. They might start a new mobile store if they get more numbers.

Get-together with my friends.

It always brings up fun n joy when we are with our friends.I had one such day today. yes, a get-together with my class friends.
All pretends to be like happy departing the college but the moments of past 2 days proved it to be wrong. Lot of tears all around the place.I always dream about going out with the whole class but it never happens, cos few ppl doesn’t come cos of some valid reasons. We have planned to have another get-together coming Monday, hope it will become a great success like what it was today. We had lot of fun today teasing each other in beach n even mtc bus as well. Me n my friends were trying to eve-tease SRM gals who were sitting in beach and soon they left cos we were screaming. Of course we did not try to disturb them and it was gethu challenge for us. Me and Ganesh danced in beach and we were trying to take picture in air and we too did manage to take. Me and Arun was trying to do flooring and we are nubs and hence didn’t do it properly. I wish all are close like what they were today. Farewell party is nearing as well, i think we will manage to become much closer in these kinds of events and will stay in touch forever. Moreover i have contacts of all my friends and even I’m an active user of net , so there will not be any problem in staying in touch with my friends.