Hari's Blog

Utter boring to study.

This time i feel like I’m more sluggish to study. All because of my computer and stupid subjects which are of no use in my later life. Now i feel that its better to have PQT or discreet maths , atleast where we get some interest and liveliness while studying. I’m going insane reading this ridiculous theory papers. Always this Anna university had made me to feel and talk like a mad. While thinking about to study , I cant able to continue with it and i stop thinking and now i prefer to blog. At least for some time i can be relaxed.

Having no time to study and I’m blogging. I have deteriorate. I decide to read by 7 and i don’t keep it in my mind and i forget. When the time crosses 7 , I’ll be waiting for 8 to come to start and again i forget and this continues till i sleep. I’m praying to just pass my last hurdle. I’m just thinking whether I’m like this or all. Because i never see people online or blogging like normal days.

Exams are strange.

Hardly 1 week remaining for the exams which i was not waiting for. This is so strange. When exams are near , i feel like i’m in hell and when i prepare i feel the pressure. When  the day of exam comes i die mentally.  After the exams are over i cry in my mind. I’m sick of this Anna university correction. If i do well i get 36(discreet maths), if i think i’ll fail i’ll get 68(c#). So what can i do if i write exams moderately.

If i tell my friends i didn’t do my exams well, they start kidding and nag me, as if i get 80% all the time like some of the girls in my class. Even i do not study the full syllabus and when i tell to my friends they don’t believe as if they pretend they studied less than me. To their escape they start blaming others. I mean every enggineering student does this.

After my exams are over i feel bad that missing a Hari who feels the pressure at the neck. I’m thinking whether to enjoy studying or just do for name sake for which im doing all these years. I haven’t bought my book yet and i feel lazy to go out since i got internet connection. I’m just post ponding things which now i feel not correct. As i dn’t have any time in between exams, i think i’ll start atleast by next Monday. Reading too much of syllabus is good for nothing and i decided to study selectively as i do usually.

I don’t fear of failing because i have the confidence which tells me you can do it even if it is last 2 days. I hope even all of you fell the same. Hope we all get good marks in this last semester of our UG life. Good luck for all who read this, wish me the same.

Needless Acknowledgement.

I have just completed my documentation work after a agony. I haven’t shown my copy to my HOD, as she finds lot of mistakes in other guys documentation. We are distressed every time it happens. After finishing all our documentation we are supposed to write an acknowledgement page. I was having a sample copy of how an acknowledgment has to be written. I found “We express our grateful thanks to Prof. Tamilselvan, Principal for his constant inspiration and encouragement throughout the project” It was absurd; it is inconsequent at this point. I was going on thinking what kind of inspiration he was to me? Incomprehensible sentence has been used there. I don’t know how to show my hesitation in writting his name in my project report. He hasn’t been a part in my academics. He is the one who changed the meaning of principal. “Principal is not for encouraging students but for only punishing students” Have he at least spoke once to the students personally regarding the problems which we face in college? We have complained a lot about college mess even we showed sample food to them. What step he took? Why should we add his name in our project report? All we ask is not encouragement but at least freedom to be our own, Freedom to write acknowledgement on our own. Someone at some point must try to stop this. I’m just adding up “thanks for my principal who gave me possibilities to finish my project”. Don’t ask me what possibilities he made, which still I’m thinking. Imposing rules doesn’t change us. Nothing is illegal until we get caught and don’t try to catch us if we do something illegal. I wish the acknowledgement to be like what Karthik posted recently in his blog. Read here. It isn’t funny but true.